frustration, depression and sorrow
10.28.2008
I believe that everybody has the freedom of speech to blog about anything they want. Hence I shall not mention names but a certain person has pissed me off yet again. This is the 2nd time I was pang sehed/played out by him. I wonder why I am I so suay to meet such ppl. Actually it is not suay, there are many ppl like this. You help them and this is the way you get in return. Then again I have lost another of my closer friends and this has again saddened me but this is life. Then again I wish to be independent and train myself to receive all kinds of suffering, torture, sacarcism, criticism and whatsoever to prepare myself for the worst. Hence I'm in the middle of the road to independence and this person has already been blacklisted by me btw. I will never call him out or help him anymore.

This certain person, M was a good friend of mine I would say. I didn't mind helping him when he needed help. And then he wanted to eat ramen and said that he would treat. So I believed what he said and went all the way to clarke quay to meet with him. In the end he made sk and me wait for around 2 hrs, said that he would try to reach ASAP but when i called him again he refused to tell me where he was or answer my questions. Until when he asked me how much he need to bring, I asked him to bring $50 because he was supposed to treat me. He said he will only bring $30 and I said OK just use that money to pay for my share. And then he said I was a bloodsucker as that was all he had left for that month. Wtf, if that is how much he had left then in the first place why don't tell me earlier and instead make 2 girls wait for him for so long. After that not answering my phone calls, obviously on purpose and with so much insincerity.

I AM DISGUSTED with his attitude.

K0towari 13:02